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Friday, April 9, 2010, 10:46 PM
Work haven't been good these days. Working with someone that totally annoys me. So I seems to be slower, not responsive, not enthusiatic in work this few days. I can't be bothered when working with her. Like seriously. Because she thinks she's a chef, when she's just a cook.This 2 days, I haven't been sms-ing ernest. I'll take a break and give him a break from the almost everyday sms, for the past weeks. I tried to take steps back. Because I'm tired already. I tries to treat him like invisible at workplace. Unless there's a need for me to talk to him, or else I wouldn't talk to him. But this 2 days, even I never talk to him, I walk in cold kitchen nia, he'll look at me and smile. I ignore him though. Then he'll come talk to me. Surprisingly. Because I left in a hurry with zin muang from trainee's meeting, got things to be busy with. Then he talked at the corridoor, so loudly, 'go back already ah? so fast?'. For the first time, I hear him talk to me so loudly in the presence of others.
I super miss chatting with him sia. Really, only 2 days though. But I wonder if he realised something went wrong or anything. It's useless for me to go to this extent though. But this action would just proof somethings to me. However, it might not be all.
Time would proof it all. Because now, no matter how minor the things he do, I will be like 'wow' kind of thing. So totally blinded. I can't feel the right feeling.