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Saturday, July 25, 2009, 8:08 PM
Have I ever mentioned that how much I HATE people to treat me differently in the kitchen?Like,
-'aiya, hot, you don't do'
-'very heavy lehs, nvm, i take'
-'nvm la, i do.'
I HATE SUCH THING!
WHY CAN'T STUPID OLD MEN, JUST CANNOT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WOMEN ARE THE ONES WHO ARE MADE TO BE IN THE KITCHEN? WOMEN STARTED TO COOK FIRST RIGHT? I doubt these men cooks at home either. It's their mother who cooks! Worst still, some perhaps the maid.
I would not say that all men are like these.
But seriously, those commercial COOKS, not yet CHEFS, why treats a women different? What a man can do, so does the women. Except I can't make a women pregnant, I've got no dick nor sperms to get them preggy.
Fucking asshole. I hate working with such idiots, who are just so demoralising. And fucking don't let me do things just because I'm a girl(somemore so young). Fuck you idiots. Don't like me ask questions, I'll ask even more. Don't let me do things, I ownself find things do. Thinks that I'm too slow for you, I purposely do things slowly just for you.
I'm such a person. Believe it or not.
You're sucha LOSER, if because you thinks that you're not willing to teach, because in the future I snatch your rice bowl, then too bad. Reason is simple, because I WILL DO BETTER than who you are today!
I WOULD BE A BETTER PERSON.
I WOULD BE A BETTER CHEF.
I WOULD BE A BETTER COACH.
IN ANY WORDS, I WOULD BE BETTER!
And why the fuck am I comparing myself with that asshole?
I shouldn't compare. Because I already know at heart, I would make a better person(:
Friday, July 17, 2009, 12:29 AM
Just reached home, washed up etc.Now updating blog.
Oh, I've another thought that came into mind. Now that I'm taking my diploma, being 49weeks and 3 days away from my graduation- bearing in mind that I've got to complete another 1 year to repay back my subsidy after my attachment. I came up with stupid(perhaps it isn't stupid at all) idea again!
Anyway, new idea is, I want to go further studies!
I want go study pastry and baking. :)
Hmm, this year I'm 18, 19 I'll be taking diploma, then work extra 1 year for WDA, I'll be 20. So give myself another 1 year to work for money. I will work additional 2 years upon completion of my attachment. Hence, I'll have 2 years working experience in kitchen, then earn money, then I'll go study.
Yippee! I want take degree~ :D
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 11:45 AM
Shall blog before I go off to prepare for work.Yesterday's off day.
Met grace in the noon, went for javanese massage. Omg, it was damn good. Then went thomson plaza for ya kun. Sit there chit chat until 5pm, then head to orchard. I bought my Wine & Dine and Appetite magazine. They are so addictive. I want almost all the series. But unfortunately I missed Issue 30 for Appetite.
Then headed to lucky plaza, grace buy perfume for boyfriend. Then head to The Cathay. Watched Ice Age 3. I swear, people, you all should WATCH IT! Really laughed my ass off. Damn funny, damn cute.
Oh, and I want to go The Cathay's Ben & Jerry's to chill out some day. It's like so cool can. Got live band there sia!
After that headed to Ps to have dinner at Mos Burger. Chit chat. Talking about life now. And the jokes. Yes, many of it yesterday. And we couldn't stop laughing.
2 words- enjoyable ; memoriable
:)
Off to prepare to work!
Good bye!!!
Monday, July 13, 2009, 8:04 PM
Yet another week had gone by.I suvived another week. Anyway, this few days is rather weird. I don't know what's happening to me. But at work, I became so slow, so retarded. Perhaps, doing the same thing over and over again everyday, makes me so retarded. It just feels very sian, to be doing the same old things. It's like a mundane routine for 2 weeks.
Tomorrow is off day.
Wednesday when I go back, it'll be 3-11pm shift already. Hopefully can perform better. Because would be learning more of ala carte items already. And this timing, I'm more AWAKE! I'm not a morning person, I'm a night person, more active at night!
Been making alot of mistakes, I know. I know. Been getting scolded. I know every reason behind. I don't blame them, I blame myself. For not taking good notice of the environment around me. Being too slow.
However, though they scold, though they comment. I know they're nice people.
And for some reason, my right hand is aching. HAND okay! I like handicap lehs.
Okay lah, that's all already.
Thursday, July 9, 2009, 5:33 PM
Currently feeling quite pissed and disappointed.That time the chalet, the booking was dragged for so long. Because Nas said she has no money to book. Fine, I manage to get a loan from my sis. Then what's next? She told me, on the day when we were going to check in that she'll pay me on 1st July. I said no problem.
Then later on I totally forgot about it. When sis mentioned, I sms-ed her. REMIND her about it. There was no reply. About a week later, I sms-ed, asking for it. No reply. FUCK. it's like $60 can?! Seriously very pissed off lehs.
People nicely ask, never reply. I've already taken a step back, by to pressing on her for the $60 already. But can't she even have the courtesy to reply the sms? At least tell me she no money now or what lah. Piang eh. Use 1 sms to reply 2 messages very difficult mehs? VERY EXPENSIVE MEHS?!
Please lor. Seriously, she also say she no money. Paiseh to ask from her parents. Then she find trouble at her workplace until they almost terminate her, but she resign first. What the fuck. No money, don't ask from parents, don't want work.
Really fucked up lehs.
Yes, I'm angry. I would seldom shoot a friend until like that. But if I respect them, NO ONE RESPECT ME! It's like HELLO?! CANNOT REPLY SMS? OR JUST GIVE ME A CALL? NOT AUTOMATIC ONE LEHS! Everytime help her pay first, confirm means treat her one.
Wha lau. Next time I don't want offer people already lor. People may think I'm the richest amongst all my friends. I wouldn't deny that I have money, but that doesn't mean that I way off good life. I'm just a little better. Perhaps, when I go shopping, I seldom pay, Sis pay. And I don't have to pay my bills. So mainly my money only eat and transport, etc. Some time pay for goceries, dinner. Now people, see the point why i can afford to spend outside? Because I'm relying on my Sis most of the time.
Don't take things for granted, please.
I swear, I wouldn't offer anyone to pay for them first anymore. Unless I know this person is fucking worth my trust.
I trust people too easily already. Fuck. And I don't want to chase anymore. I sms twice, more than enough. I hate to go after. I'll pay for her this time, just treat it as a birthday present, and her mum buy those ingredients to cook for us. I'll pay all. FUCK YOU!
Sunday, July 5, 2009, 4:59 PM
Alright, back to do a proper update on work life.Things had been going quite well first few days of official work days. Till Friday and Saturday. They had been pushing me to cut those damn bloody fruits. Saturday with the help of a colleague. I know I'm slow in cutting. Perhaps being too careful.
From Tuesday to Thursday, I only cut fruits in the morning, fill the fridge up, that's all. But Friday and Saturday, because the pace was slower, then there were crowd, so fruits went off quite fast. Then in the noon time, besides finishing the fruits I suppose to cut, they added more to it. Then ask me why I cut so slow?
Now I see fruits also I scared. Don't dare to eat sia.
Yesterday kena scolded by my buddy already. I forgot to put date on those things that goes into the chiller. Yes, many times I forget. No more BUTS for me. I've just got to accept things. Many things I keep forgetting. I don't know why I became so forgetful.
I need to be faster, I need to move faster, I need to cut faster.
Today is my off for this week. Tomorrow is my off for next week. God damn it, I hate such thing. Then next week I got no off day to look forward to. Bloody hell.
My honeymoon period is over. :'(
Thursday, July 2, 2009, 9:15 PM
I'm tired, I'm lazy to blog.Shall blog again.