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Saturday, May 31, 2008, 7:10 AM
I'm back here to blog!Alrights~ Had been at home so far.
Went SHATEC this morning, to re-sign my contract.
'Cos i picked up the CRAFT programme,
previously rejected the offer to save trouble of getting the cheque change.
Anyways, they'll do the refund.
It'll take about 2 months or so.
And when i reached there, that Sean guy told me.
For my GPA i must score at least 2.75, total is 4.00.
Because CRAFT is a scholarship.
I would study real hard, if not i've got to pay back.
I swear.
I'll work hard, to do my very best in this course.
Had been being a mamasan at home for these 2 days.
Tidy up a little here and there.
Tomorrow morning i'll be having war at home.
I'm gonna dump all my secondary school stuff.
I no longer can be bothered to think of giving it away or selling it away.
'cos i gotta drag it all the way out.
Which i can't be bothered to do so.
Tried to do the popiah skin 'tibit'.
End up it was a failure.
So, I did it my way, it sort of works.
It's quite nice too. :P
I'm addicted to GoFishing in facebook.
LOL!
Which i don't know what's so nice about it.
HAHAHAHAHA~
Alrights~ I'm abit crazy.
HAHA!
Calender time.
Shall draft out the programme i'll be having in june.
5th june,
Go make my uniforms.
12th/13th june,
PCshow @ suntec
Buy my notebook.
14-15th june,
Batam CO trip.
27th june,
SHATEC Orientation.
That's all for the moment.
Shall update more.
=D
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Monday, May 26, 2008, 3:58 PM
For the 1st time after knowing him for 4 years.It's the 1st time he sort of flare at me.
Yes, he's busy, but can't he just say how he used to say.
'Talk to u another time, busy.'
Y must he say 'dun bug me now'.
Hey, since u're finding me bugging u too much, fine!
it doesn't matter.
All you treasure would be her what.
U only cares about ur full-time patient.
What about ur part-time?! Still patient right?!
It's fucking unhappy to see u typing such things to me.
NVM, probably i'm thinking too much.
What's next, i don't see u online.
Don't care issit ur msn prob or what.
But u appear online in facebook.
It's so unusual of u to be offline / aslp at this hour.
Just when i have the time to stay up late, u're offline.
SIGH!
Just found a bag at PG MALL SPREE.
Ordered 1 quite nice one. Light gold in color.
Helped WanYing to order 2.
Just sent the e-mail over to serene.
Shall pay her on Wed.
Itinaries for the next 3 days.
Mon
morning - Buy ingredients
Afternoon - Bake cookies
Night - Mediacorp (you're the one)
Tues
Morning to Evening - Back to work, to clear my shit.
Night - Probably home, or out for dinner/ shopping
Wed
morning - go back school take testimonial, pay serene money for bags.
Rest of Wed - No programme yet
That's all, I'm going to watch tv.
Saturday, May 24, 2008, 3:38 PM
Alrights!I'm currently in a very happy mood.
Going out with him sometime in june!
whaha, jio him out for a meal. treating him & simone.
Since they hear me complain so much!
hehehehehe!
Abit paiseh, abit excited, abit worried.
Later will be my official last day.
Linda told me there'll be a surprise for me.
Which i argar know already:)
Yea, I'm afraid i would cry tomorrow.
They're so damn nice people.
AWWWWWW!!!
Have the she bu de feeling already.
Since we're like living in the same roof.
So fast, already worked for 6.5months.
:)
Thursday, May 22, 2008, 2:00 PM
Today met a she lang at my block lift lobby.Fucking damn unlucky.
He's trick is to bluff xiao mei mei derhs.
He's abit African type of man.
Black skinned, quite tall, medium built, was wearing jeans, sports shoes & was carrying a bagpack.
He started saying 'hello' when he was at the first floor.
My lift lobby is between the 1st and the 2nd floor.
He said quite a few times, I can't be bothered to answer.
Just stared and looked away.
He started to walk up the stairs to me.
he said, 'Hey, I'm talking to you, y ain't u answering? I'm saying hello to you. can you answer me? Are u afraid?'
I diao him,
He continued, 'I see you around quite a few times, just wanna make friend with you.'
then walked up the stairs, he was mummbling something, can't really hear.
He said something like 'would u want me to accompany u up the lift?'
Fuck such man.
Wanted to go all the way to 7th storey then walked to lift B.
But was thinking, what if i meet him at the 6th storey if he takes to lift.
So looked around, no one around me, i went home.
Once reached home, called sis.
Got her to come up to fetch me down.
On her way up, she didn't see anyone though.
She fetched me down for dinner.
Fuck, i don't dare to go out alone now.
I hope someone would be there to accompany me home from work or outside everyday.
I suspect that i was hallucinating.
Monday, May 19, 2008, 5:20 PM
Alrights, after taking 3 days to upload so little pictures, which some i accidently deleted.Sort of went for a heritage tour these 3 days.
Friday~
Half of the southern ridges(cos we lost our way)
4&1/2 hrs walking.
Saturday~
A Buddist Temple/ Exhibition @ Chinatown
Saw relics.
Sunday~
Guang ming shan
Saw people praying ( 3steps 1 kneel)
Monday~
Meeting naggy big sister @ Bishan
Realised something today.
I'm waiting for him yet he's waiting for Vanessa.
I'm sleeping late because i want to chat with him, yet he's sleeping late cause he wants to chat with her; & of course, she's chatting with her GF.
Sigh.
It gets so complicated.
I'm just sleeping late these days, to use internet, 'cos I know he's online during this hour.
He lives in AMK, same here.
But it's seems so near yet so far.
Really so far away.
Sigh.
Friday, May 16, 2008, 2:14 PM
Alright, back to blog again.Today new girl came in, her name's Regina.
Taught her AXA covernotes.
And go through with her a full routine of the insurance processing.
All the way from covernotes to policy and to filing.
But she's not bad lar, manage to absorb quite alot.
Really tired of working. I've been saying it uptimes.
The things can never finish clearing de.
And yes, i'm still keeping files, I'm sinful, and yes i know it.
But I really can't help it.
If u give me another pair of hands and eyes and another computer,
probably i can do up nicely everything, with no backlocks, no keeping of files.
I'm not the thousand hand goodness.
I'm really worn out.
Don't want to say i'm stress or depressed,
I'm just worn out.
Alrights, I watched the news, China/SiChuan is really suffering.
Worse than what I've imagine.
They said that there's a donation held by Salvation Army and Redcross.
Wanted to donate. But didn't come across any.
Okays, people who read my blog, I hope you guys can join in the prayers for them,
Say it in your heart, join in regardless of your religion.
'Dear lord, please watch over the people in China and Mymmar. They are suffering. Many had lost their love ones, please, help those who suvived. And guide the lifesaver team, to rescure more people. Aman.'
What ever you would say about this paragraph i wouldn't care.
But I just hope that people like us,
We can't afford much money for donations, or are unable to go to the site to help.
Say a little prayer.
It may help.
Thursday, May 15, 2008, 1:47 AM
I'm blogging lately.I try to blog as and when i could and my internet allows.
Alrights, I packed things up at my place like a crazy women today.
Doing her last minute packing up.
'cos this pathetic women only knows that there's someone new coming in tomorrow today.
=/ Packed like crazy, ended up by stacking up my things in a pile.
Packed since like 6.30, all the way to 8, and I'm not finished yet.
And fuck the VRnet people.
Told them at 7.30 that we're leaving at arnd 7.45,
Not as if we didn't inform them beforehand.
They dragged till 8.
Me & Nansi waited & waited.
Nansi keep calling 'GENTLEMEN, are u all done? What a kind of gentlemen are they, letting people wait.'
LOLS!
We waited till 8.30, they said is not they don't want to be fast, it's the server.
What the hell.Finally can leave liao, one of the stupid guy forget take his helmet.He thank me for reminding him.But how GENTLEMEN can these 2 people be.When we locked up, they didn't even like apologise or thank us for waiting.-.-'''
Eyesight getting worse.
Don't seems to see very well.
Lately needs help from my specs and i've got to go really near to the comp.
Realised lately quite alot people become HAOLIAN.
LOL! drink too much HL milk.
hahaha~
1stly, someone HAOLIAN to me that she created her blogskin herself, saying mine isn't nice.
LOL~
2ndly, today kanna suan by him.
He at home, I'm at work.
He slept later than me, then once i sign in, he say.'
Still later than me'
HUMPH!
I take an hour to travel from home to work lehs!
Then he suan me again.'cos he used to take 90 mins to go school.
WTH! Drink too much HL milk lar.
Don't drink so much hor!
Yes, and i thought quite alot today.
There are alot i learnt from this 5-6 months of work.
Here to share.
When people give you some things to do, do it on the spot or by the next few days.
Don't wait.
And yes, once you start all the waiting and pushing back.
And that's when your backlock starts to stack.
Yes, i don't deny, stress can improve someone.
But then i don't like the type of stress i'm under sometimes.
Yea, so yar, I'm washing my hands off soon.
Oh yea! another thing,
DON'T KEEP FILES!IT'S VERY SINFUL TO KEEP FILES. LOL!
hmmm...
Getting abit emo again.
Like what i said, Emotion Roller Coaster.I
feel as though my performance at Winner isn't that good though.
Often people tell me i should have done this i should have done that.
I knew i was heading the wrong directions already.
I should be exprienced in planning since i've been planning events in interact.
Shouldn't I be like more organised and ya...But why?
things always don't turn out the way like the image i thought it should.
WHY?! WHY?!
Sigh
I really doesn't know how to describe my feelings now.
It's just feeling so confused and so blur i can say.
Lot more things for me to clear.
People may think that Winner Freak is happy in Winner.
But let me tell you, I'm not so, when it comes to work.
Money at Winner is very difficult to earn though.
Want to be Winner Freak, here's the benefit.
1. It's a detective training ground. After Winner, you would be able to find files very easily.
2. Loss 1 KG per day.
3. Learn to read 'Lawyer's' Handwritting
That's all for today~
Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 2:25 PM
Alrights~Work as usual, busy, trying to hand over my things one by one now.
And clear my shit at Winner before i leave.
Oh yea! Winner Freak (that's what mone calls me) is leaving.
After work went Ri Ben Chun 'japan village' with Linda for dinner.
Wow, the food there was...hummmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn nice, Sushi was only 99cents per plate.
The Unagi, Salmon Mentai & Enoki Bacon was the BEST!
Yea, and eating so full, both of us spent $65.40
I feel so nice to be earning money, i get to spend.
:D
Walked around Novena area after the damn full dinner.
Went to THEFACESHOP. Bought 3 Aloe Vera Facial Mask.
Wanted to get moisturiser derhs, but it is sort of very the expensive sia, $30+.
Then later on went into another FACIAL shop, think is THE FACE FOOD or something like that.
Tried something there too, quite nice and i quite like it, also $30+.
Oh man! I wished there's someone who loves me that much and buy all these type of things for me!
Alrights, so I just gotten my bath, did my aloe vera facial mask.
Feeling abit uneasy on my face, it feels a little soapy.
Yea, but it's still quite refreshing.
And peeps, I'm going onto a emotion roller coaster lately.
I feel really bad after the meet up the other day with friends.
Most of my classmates are enjoying life at poly now, busy with projects and etc.
Knowing that they're having so much fun,
I feel as though I'm standing right at the same spot and not moving on.
I'm just really like a Winner Freak, like what mone says i am.
All I do these while is work and work and work.
And all i care was the Money i earn.
After i earn, i go on spending on tai tai days.
My classmates all made new friends, played like crazy in poly.
Many are in relationship as well.
Oh man! What am i up to now?!
I'm like desprate for Money, Friends, Fun & Relationship?!
But i noe it isn't good to be in a relationship sometimes.
You might get tighted down by your the other half.
Yea, but i feel so desperate for everything.
Feels as though the whole world owes me something.
Sigh. I don't know.
I really really don't know.
I really really really don't know what i want.
Sigh.
And for something i wished to say long time ago.
He said that Vanessa melts his Ice.
But i wish she wouldn't.
If his Ice melts, he's no longer the Iceman i know anymore.
So please, don't melt the Ice within him.
Monday, May 12, 2008, 12:00 PM
Back here to blog.This few days is seriously bad, trained new part-timer.
Out of the 3 i trained yesterday and today, only 1 can make it.
Christina actually used about an hour to issue 1 policy for a start.
And that's freaking damn long!
And let me share this with you guys this.
After today, i realised, my friend, Serene Tan Si Ping,
Is a damn HAO LIAN friend. LOLS!
Okay lars, shall share some pictures.
outing with becca and shirley
me and serene today, in office
end of blogging for today(:
Saturday, May 10, 2008, 9:00 AM
Didn't blog yesterday, because i left office quite early.Went home to have a short rest, since i meeting people at amkhub.
Went out at 8PM again, to meet Shirley and Rebecca.
Dinner got delayed somehow, from a 8pm dinner to a 9pm dinner.
Nothing much actually, just did some catch up.
Staying back in office now, to blog.
'Cos i'm meeting Jiayi they all at Boon Keng for dinner.
So it's like so near Potong Pasir, then no point I go home.
Sian, actually don't really want to go derhs, is Jiayi ask me go then i go.
At most i'll just be a mute later.
Anyways, this morning i had a damn great dream.
Dreamt that he came to my place for stayover because he wasn't in good terms with family.
Then he begged me for a job, brought him to Winner.
He came for interview and started training on the spot.
I was the one who trained him.
And before my dream could really continue,
Sis woke me up.
Damn nice a dream, i wish it is true.
Haven't been chatting with him for days.
Don't know why also.
See him online, just no topic to chat with.
Either that or, whenever chatting with him, his answers are always so short.
Is either yes, no or idk.
There's no mood to chat with him at this rate.
Dreams come true~
Wednesday, May 7, 2008, 1:54 PM
Actually, i leads quite a mundane life though.Went work, as usual. I wish i don't have to(:
So stress up at work!!!! People rush people for things.
And these people rush me for things.
So stress, i felt like crying. ='(
People always tell me that they'll hold my hands and walk with me.
However, their footsteps seems to be too big.
I never seems to catch up with theirs'.
CRRRRIIIIIIIEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
Now, lets talk about some happy things.
I realised how much MonMonSan loves me.
She says my name in her dream during her Japan trip.
Recieved many lovely souvenirs.
Chocolates, Origami papers(I love them), disney tin cookies(i think) & keychains.
Whahaha, i feels so proud to be loved.
HAHA!
Craved for Japanese food.
So went Thomson branch Sushi Tei with Linda.
Ate damn full... It's so special to see Linda eat so much.
When eating desert she look at me.
Linda: I realised u have quite nice eye-leashes.
Me: Yea, I know. Many thought i went to make it.
Linda: Ehs, Pamela, i think u should go trim your eyebrow.
Me: HUH?! Pain not? When? Now?
Then we left Sushi Tei. She see opposite, ehs, there have eyebrow trimming.
$10 only, go try lar.
Then she run up the ramp, went in.
She told the person, (pointing at me) she wants to trim her eyebrow.
So i guai guai go in lor.
So damn fucking pain when she plucked out my 'hair'
I was in there for about 30mins. Long right?
For everytime she wipe my eyebrow with tissue, I thought finished already.
But it never ends.
At the end, the lady told me.
'Your eyebrow very difficult to trim lehs. Cos there isn't the shape.'
LOL!
Linda told me i look good with a nicely trimmed eyebrow.
For the 1st time.
Everything needs it's 1st time(:
Tuesday, May 6, 2008, 4:36 AM
I shall blog as and when i can.Didn't go work today.
Ain't feeling well though.
Stomach had a run in the midnight.
And feels like vomitting when i wake up.
Suppose i ate something wrong again.
Oh well, stayed at home to rest.
Woke up at about 11+am.
Cooked my own porridge, heated up the leftovers yesterday.
That's my lunch.
The weather today is getting a little better.
Abit more cooling.
For the past few days it was freaking damn hot.
Hmm...
Had been chatting with Iceman lately.
Doesn't seems to have common topic to chat with.
He's waiting for her, I'm waiting for him.
Sigh.
She going off to KL, back only on wed.
I wish that she'll stay there forever,
Yet ironically, i wish she doesn't go.
If she goes, Iceman will miss her so damn much.
He wouldn't be happy.
To love someone, is to see him happy.
I believe many had heard of this before.
I'm gonna fold a 1000 cranes.
What for, then i'm not so sure(:
Here's a short explaination of a thousand cranes:
An ancient Japanese legend promises that anyone who folds a thousand origami cranes will be granted a wish by a crane, such as long life or recovery from illness or injury.
I wish for him(:
Monday, May 5, 2008, 12:26 PM
This one & a half day of non-working day, is so wonderful.I don't feel like returning to work anymore.
So does the rest of the people i guess.
They should have enjoyed themselves so much at Japan.
Sigh.
Told sis that i want to take long leave, all the way till 24th may.
Should be meeting Shirley soon.
Seriously miss her damn alot.
Today went out with sis.
Slept my way till 11 am before i can bear to leave the bed.
But still feels tired anyway.
Went shopping with her at Raffles.
She bought so damn alot of things.
Almost worth $200 in total?
& i spend only $20.90, 10 times of what i spend.
I told my sis i want to buy a Kate Spade or Agnes B bag.
She asked me what brand is it.
Brought her to the outside of the shop.
She was like WOW, so EX...
Hahas, told her i know this bag brands from Simone & Fay.
Then my sis said that she wanna kill Simone.
Hahas.
Now watching the Charity show.
Mum seems to be possessed.
LOLS!
Chatting with him now. No other people to chat with me.
Simone should be on air now.
I wished i don't have to work anymore.
Sunday, May 4, 2008, 2:45 PM
Since quite sometime i last blogged.Back here to blog, changed my skin too.
At the side navigations, when you click at 'all this time',
give it sometime to load the tagboard.
It'll be abit slow though..
Sorry for the inconvenience.
My life these days have been fucking boring plus sian.
Everyday is all about work.
Work till i drop.
Sorry, i've been complaining about work.
Hahas, not only here.
I complain to Iceman too(:
Since 1st May, almost everyone in the CO went to Japan, Tokyo.
They on company trip.
Sad to say that I'm not involved.
Hahas, doesn't matter anyway.
I'm gonna make it big one day.
And i want to travel as and when i want by then.
And for these 2 days when they're not around,
it's quite good experience for me.
Gotta help out with customer service,
gotta do IT self-troubleshooting when Chris is not around.
Yea, quite a challenge for a IT idiot.
But LL was there to help too(:
Learn the full routine of customer service,
LUCKILY i didn't meet any nasty customer :D
Serene , Geok Leng :
I'm sorry that i've got to call off the working hour u guys asked for.
Because internet wasn't stable.
We don't want you guys to make an empty trip.
Please understand (:
People are coming back on Mon,
I so DON'T feel like working.
I'm just so sick and tired of working & WORKING.
I can't wait for 24 may to arrive.
I have lots of backlock to clear.
Damn it.
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