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Saturday, December 19, 2009, 11:19 PM
I know I'll be fine.
Everything has come to an end.The single-sided love story, ended, with no happy ending.
I mailed him yesterday. Told him everything. It was rather random. But I seriously spoke my heart out. When I came home just now, I decided to give him a chance, so I unblocked him.
So yes, he told me he was busy blah blah blah. Which I know - don't ask me how I know, but from the way his facebook the time he's online can tell he's busy with work. Then he's blessed to have me as a friend etc.
I knew things would have turned out this way. I didn't break down, perhaps I would later. My heart hurts real bad now. But I'm still holding on.
I'm trying to avoid the awkwardness, because he's trying to chat, but I'm rather quiet than normal. So I end up grumbling about work. At least something I can talk about. I hope, I really hope, he'll still be here to listen to all my grumbles, all my unhappiness.
oh, he said hopefully he'll be able to give me my 21st bday pressie from overseas. I told him I'll be waiting. A sigh of relief, yet another expectation grew.
It's time I learn how to move on.