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Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 12:26 AM
I went out just now, for project.Then later on we had some fun, then a long chat with Zhihao.
There's something going on between his relationship with Rhica. All I can say, they're not stable yet. I can't say out my point of view just now, I'm the least experience among them. Why would I say that they're not stable? Their relationship is so easily affected by outsiders, they do not have enough trust from each other. I have alot of thoughts about them now in my mind. But I just doesn't know how to express them out. Things got to sort out between themselves. And thrashing out session is not for them. Because of one thrashing out session, their relationship would blow. They need more time to understand each other, from my point of view lar. Maybe to them, they may think that they know each other very well already. But the earth is turning, people's characteristic changes as time pass by, bit by bit, day by day. Understanding one person is never an easy job, it's a job that goes on till he/she dies.
And past few days, I was just thinking. Rhica and Zhihao had been quarrelling, and when they quarrel, it's obvious. Ria with Yik Kiat also a period of time already. They knew each other also not long, don't they have problems like Rhica and Zhihao? And today from what I've heard, they just seems happy, but instead Yik Kiat isn't happy at all. He had been bottling things up in his heart. But afterall, it was his choice to be with Ria. And probably this is his 1st relationship, he doesn't know how to express himself in the relationship. Or because he is too afraid to loss Ria, afterall, it took him so long to get into the 1st relationsip.
So much about relationship. Look at the people around me. The happier ones will be Wanying, Simone. But school side lehs, all seems so unhappy. Yes, there's happy moments and unhappy moments. However, why there's so much difference? I know lar, Simone and Wanying also have unhappy times. But see, the way people handle things are different. I don't know how to say it lar, but people who read this, most likely you'll get what's in my mind.
Seeing such examples, I'm quite afraid of getting into relationship now. See my family, those who know would know. Be it the person whom I'm looking forward to is Clarence or other guys, I'm still scared. And when I was doing some quizes this afternoon, I realised, how much I don't know about him. Just some general habits I know about him. What else? Let me test myself.
What I know about clarence?
-He likes japanese food.
-Dislike oily food due to weak stomach.
-Isn't very close to family.
-He is creative.
Aiya, I cannot think of anymore already.
Although these few days, the time with him online, isn't alot, but I still enjoy it. Not much topic to talk about, because he's leading mundane life. This afternoon he asked me, what am I going to do for the day. I'm happy he asked that. Maybe it's normal for him to ask his friends lar. But it was special for me to hear that from him. Because it's the first time.
And I might be going Genting for birthday, not sure yet. Depends on Bro. I told him I don't want go eat, everytime also go eat. Very sian eh. Then might go Tioman with Simone, once mum nod her head and say go. Most likely she'll allow. Her words today showed me that she trust Simone already.
I seriously got no confirmed plan for birthday yet. I don't feel like having a big celebration kind of thing, yet I wish I get surprises. HAHA! Contradiction again. Maybe my friends would have plans for me? I don't know, no one date me yet. Or maybe NOBODY would even ask me out. It doesn't matter lar. Wanying told me that day, she feel like asking clarence out on my birthday and celebrate together. Yes, I'll be over the moon, but damn paiseh. BUT STILL, NO CONFIRMED PLANS.
Alright, I talk alot already hor, what a long post.
Going to sleep soon already. Later waking up earlier to study. Just now never study at all lor.