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Tuesday, September 21, 2010, 6:12 PM
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Monday, September 13, 2010, 10:45 PM
Spring Cleaning
Time to do some spring cleaning on this blog. It gets so dusty now!I think I'm sucha ass at work. He never do it wrong, just that it ain't our culture, but he gets fucked by me. But I was trying not to be hush with him. But he just piss me off. He wants to learn, but somehow, he's too blur. Like, he just concentrate on task on hand, he doesn't observe what people is doing around him. And he doesn't know how to plan himself, not even his working area, like clearing up etc.
I'm sorry, I know I'm pushy about it. I know how you felt, you gets pissed off, I know. Getting fucked for nothing. I've been through what you're going through, I very well know how you feel, but I believe, it'll come into help, I may not be as good as the rest, but at the very least, what I'm passing to you is my basic, the basics that we all should understand of working. Putting your heart into it, is the key to work.
Someone told me something that I've never realised all along. She told me that whenever I talks about someone/something I like, my facial expression is always filled with anticipation. I'm like 'oh really?'. I didn't knew that much. I didn't know I sounded and looked that happy, even though I'm grumbling about something that's bothering me. Sounds contradicting yea? I also don't know what I'm trying to get across though.
Till lately, feelings floating up again. Sometimes, when people says something about him, my mind starts thinking of him all over again. And it's back to one. It doesn't get off my mind! Like I don't know why! I thought I've gotten over, but apparently I think not, because when I was telling my friend about him just now, she told me: you have sucha different expression when you talk about this somebody. And I knew once she says this, it confirms what I'm feeling.
Well, so far, only one. I don't want to go further into it, I don't want to force the issue.
If meant to be, we'll be. That's all I could say to myself.
And I was trying to tell this friend of mine when we're at esplanade chilling. It's so difficult for me to open up to guy.
Gotta run, and sis getting my sub credit card. yay! I can enjoy discount now!
Wednesday, September 1, 2010, 10:27 PM
I so feel like quiting this fucking job. Not because it's tiring or what. But seriously, this place just ain't the place for me. I don't myself upgrading there. I feel really useless even working full time. Like, I'm of no use!Can I finish the bond, I'll go find other job, and I want to go overseas to study. I want to go probably le cordon bleu for a degree in culinary n pastry baking, or a advance diploma.
I'm not rushing to climb up a high position, what's the rush all about? I don't need to be of high rank. Now seriously what's in my mind is, I'll just work for the rest of my life. I wants to go overseas. I really wants to go overseas, to work, to study. There's too much foreigner in my country.
Can someone bring me to a better place?
Now I wish, I can be back to be working in the office.