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Friday, August 27, 2010, 10:02 PM
Remembering the days back then, when we made the promise of staying together and leaving together. But till date, when he tells me that he wants to leave, I didn't have the thought of leaving together. I know I would leave one day, eventually, but just not now.For now that I'm working with people I used to enjoy working with, I'm really enjoying. There's jennifer, lau is back, zin maung is my gossip partner, luqman is my something wrong ahboy. What's more I need to ask for?
And in fact, yes, because he pursuaded me to stay. But when I work with him, I dislike it. He's no difference from Joshua though. And I seriously don't understand, he's a cook 2, I'm also a cook 2, why do he have to bark at me? When I'm just merely doing my work, whatever he barks at me, wasn't my responsibility?
The thought of me enjoying my work now, makes me think of staying slightly longer. Though I may not learn much, but seriously my mind's thinking 'why is there a need for me to be someone well known? Which isn't necessary in anyway. I just want to be someone, who makes a difference in others life. I don't want to be look up, or even kind of like worshipped type of person. I just want to be a normal person, to live, to work, to earn money, to love.' That's all I asked for.
After working with him, I kinda look down on him. Yes, he can do food, but he doesn't know how to organise his people. He can use food, but he doesn't know how to control his ingredients. He still could tell me, saying that he dislike paper work, he just wanna be a chef in a small restaurant. But if you can't even bloody organise your people, and talk to your people nicely, how could you be a chef in the first place?
Sigh.
I don't know what more to say. But it's like I'm just passing day for day. I just want the money.