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Thursday, August 12, 2010, 12:00 AM
Met up with Simone last saturday. oh god, it had been so long! I really enjoyed myself. Some updates for each other, it was a good day though.My back hurts badly these days. Was wondering was it my injury. I daren't go to the doc, because I believe, doc would ask me go x-ray, and there's no cure for it, only I, Lim Pek Xi Pamela, gets out of this line. Stop working as a chef. Which is close to impossible, like seriously.
That day, mone asked me questions. 'How's 'he'?', 'you still like him?' I don't know, but the questions keeps churning in my mind. It's likely to be just a crush. Yes, probably I don't like him anymore. I don't know where my heart is now. There's only work that I could think about. I don't want a man, in the same line as me. I know our opinions sure flip. And people wouldn't like the serious me at work, cos I'm a total bitch, if things are under my control.
But for the lonely nights, lonely train journeys, early breakfast. I miss him. Really. It had been long since I had nice chats with him. It seems as though there's a missing piece in life. Dinner no longer feels warm without him. Train journey's always lonely. Breakfast doesn't feel spirit-lifting.
I miss you. Be it as a friend or someone special.