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Monday, August 16, 2010, 1:28 AM
I don't know what's the fucking problem with me. Like seriously. Went work with a average mood. Then my mood slowly changed negatively. Till now, my mood went down the drain, mind's off. It seems just like I can't remember what I just did at work. I need a life. My life's so dead now. One thing is because I'm trying to save. The other is, others got their own life, just only me, I don't have one. Fml.I had so much in mind just now. But till I come to my blog, I don't know what to say.
I'm tired of having to double check every single thing before I leave. I'm tired of clearing shit for people. I'm tired of cleaning up when people mess them up. I'm tired of being the last one to leave the kitchen these days. I'm tired of having to photocopy those bloody shit papers just because people only use. I'm tired of talking things out, since nothing works. I'm tired of being played on just because I don't have the power to put on a challenge. I'm tired of being nobody.
It just happened that I got into a foul mood just now at work. And yes, I wish I could jump down from the 31st floor.
And can people just stop bringing my morale down for a moment and better off forever. I just wanna learn as much. Not just learning for skills, I'm just experiencing life. Just let me get down with it alright?
I don't know what the fuck I'm stress with apparently. I'm not really physically tired. I'm mentally tired.
I needa breathe.
Was chasing the bus just now, and I ran. Couldn't run much with sucha jeans that drops every 3 steps. But I tried running as much as I could, I never thought the pant it gave, was so good. I wished I had ran home instead.
I just want a shoulder to lie on, why is it so tough to get one? :'(