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Saturday, June 5, 2010, 11:27 PM
The teasing did not lessen, instead, it gets more and more ridiculous. It may be pure disturbing, or tongues may wag because of something that had happened. If it's pure disturbing it's perfectly fine, but I'll shy one leh. If it's due to something that happened, what could it be? It's not from my side, because, I don't even know, what and where went wrong, I didn't do anything beyond friends.From the way people say things, seiously makes me feel more....suspicious. More like you got something to do with it. And you have got very good skills, of which to 'act blur' and just keeps quiet, pretending not to hear anything. Not missing out, your fantastic answer of 'dunno' all the time.
You makes me want to ask you out for a talk, just between the two of us, but I wouldn't. Because I really wants to know, what's happening, and why had I became the topic of people. However, I chose to believe, that you are mature enough, when you have the courage, you would automatically comes to me and tells me about it. If it's predestiny to be meant for one another, the day would come, just when.
I believe in predestiny. Well, I meant by in relationship wise. Career, family, there's always things you can do to work hard and change things round. However, Love, I don't think there can be of anyways, it all depends on feelings. When one is meant for the other, you could feel, and when it matches, that's when Love sparks. If there's no feeling, if both hearts don't match, no matter how hard one tries, there's no point to it. If no feeling, hearts match, maybe still have chance.
I seems to be talking crap. I know nothing about love. I'm a sucker at love. So even there's something to do with him, I wouldn't know. Because I don't know how it's like, to be loved by a man. I need to be told.
I'm sorry if I'm an idiot at it, even though if there's any hint. I'm just a sucker for it. I, would wait for you to make the first move. Even if it meant rejection.