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Monday, May 31, 2010, 4:11 PM
我做错了什么事，我可以改。但，你可不可以不要不理我。
我做错了什么，跟我说吗。
可能，你不是我在寻找的。
不过，你给了我不少的美丽回忆。
Went to doctor just now in the morning at amk rmg.
I walk into the clinic, I was hoping for someone to cure me.
But I stepped out of the clinic, thinking I'm going to die.
The doctor was old, she was slow.
After examination, she told me, the only medication she could give was the one previous doctor gave. I said, but eat already still pain. She replied, that's the only medication she can give. So? If that medication doesn't cure my pain, I'm going to die? Seriously, what the fuck?
Chris sms-ed me last night. Asking me about work etc. I had a tough time, wether to tell him I've already made up my mind to stay. He took lots of effort and hassle, in asking me to leave, suggesting places for me to go. But till the end, I kind of let him down. I told him, give me 3 months to determine if there's still hope to stay on. He said that he understands my situation and wishes me all the best. I know he's cursing and swearing at me. But I really had no strength to go on with him ytrday night. I don't know why, after telling him everything, and he wishes me all the best, I teared. I seriously teared, maybe even cry, I don't know. I know he very 'gek xim'. Sorry Chris.
Everything was going smoothly. Didi, work, all went smoothly. But suddenly, it seems to have a boat overturned. Everything overturned, 180 degrees flipped.
Sigh.