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Monday, May 17, 2010, 10:19 PM
Sheesh...Everytime I go to his profile page having the thought of sending him a message, I automatically click back to my homepage.
Everytime I pick up my phone and goes to the thread of our sms-es, I exit messages.
I've got no courage to ask at all! What's happening to me?!
Whenever I face problems of such, I would turned to friends and ask them what should I do, what step to take next. But this time round, I tell myself, we're all grown ups, I shouldn't be getting others involved in our problem, or perhaps just my problem. I should solve them myself since it's personal right?
I've got that question in my mind for days and days. But I haven't ask. I daren't ask. I don't know why, I'm afraid I'll be awkward leh. Somemore he haven't come up to main kitchen.
It's alright, he's coming up soon. Hopefully there'll be more quality time than quantity time.
Even Saturday when walking to mrt with him and luqman. I didn't talk much, neither did he talk much to me. Much more of the time is just him and luqman chatting. But I enjoyed his pressence.
And one thing I've realised about him. He doesn't allow me to look at his credit cards nor receipt. Everytime I tried to look at them, he takes them away. humph. The only card he allowed me to see previously was his IC, student pass, and staff id. -.-