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Saturday, May 15, 2010, 11:56 AM
Remember me mentioning about chef william teasing in the previous post?It's kinda of getting more awkward now leh.
Thursday when we're out for outsid catering, when we're more free, taking rest, Chef W was teasing again. First was only me. Then later on when ernest came in, infront the 2 of us, he teased me and him together. It was like omg. I didn't dare to look at him. Because I felt paiseh. But these teasing didn't stopped him from avoiding me (due to awkwardness) or helping me. We still chat, he still helped me when we close buffet.
Then when I was helping out at cold kitchen for the sandwich making, chef teased me like crazy again. Even jen also. Suddenly say until what my boyfriend off ah, blah blah blah. I was like, since when I got boyfriend I also don't know. Then later Jen say, who is your boyfriend we all know. I was like 'huh?' Since when sia? Then chef started saying things like, 'ernest 的人不错啦， 只是有点blur，喜欢被我骂而已。' Again, it created another question-mark again.
I know I should have take it easy, but I just can't help it but think of it. There's 2 possibilities though. Only two I guess.
1. Because I had been giving him things last time, though through melody, but they would still be able to tell. On another hand, I stopped giving him things for a long long time already. If because I give him things, they want say, long time would have said already, wouldn't have wait until now.
2. (Let's take this easy) He likes me as well, and I got no idea what he did downstairs, till suddenly they put me and him together as one. (But like seriously, how much I wish this is true.)
So there's only 2 cases scenario. So which is the one? I don't know.
I feel so like asking him. 'eh, since when I have you as my boyfriend I also don't know?'
Can someone whack me and let me stop thinking?! Everyday like that ah, I think also think until crazy.
If number 2 is true, all I have to do is wait, till the day he have the courage lor.
SIGH!