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Saturday, May 8, 2010, 11:08 PM
It seems like I've been rather angsty/emotional these days. Don't ask me why, but it just happens for reason.Sometimes these days, I wished to be left alone. Completely alone. Hoping to be coped at home, no one called me, and I just stares at the computer screen, doing nothing, keep refreshing facebook homepage, hoping to see new things happening.
And guess what, I was so into taiwanese dramas when I was much younger. Till now, I suppose I hate it to the core. Probably too much of it when I was young, and I always think that falling in love is just like how it's situated in the drama. I simply stereotyped the whole scenario from the drama. But now, realizing that drama would always just be drama. I dislike dramas now. Because scenes, things said, actions done, would never come to reality.
People around me, getting attached. Found their soulmates. But me, yes, I'm still young, more chances to come. Sigh.
I can't help but still admire this 'korkor' of mine. I still finds him attractive. And I like it when we could bicker. Somemore he winked at me twice today, my heart skipped a beat. He's just so likeable. But the fact that he _____ with my friend before, gives me a bearer to get closer to him. Of which, he gives me the mindset that he's a wolf under it's fur.
Supposely I'm crazy, I can be admiring so many people now. Even I'm not sure if the person I like is him. Because, I think I'm just so obsessive wanting a boyfriend, I like whoever I see. Sounds despo. And I can't believe I admire someone who just got married!
But then, again. Admire does not equals to love/like.
And this young guy at work. He's cute. haha!
Why issit that everytime we go dining, when we're in three. I'll be sitting next to the guy one? As in me, one more girl and the guy (the young guy at work and ernest). I'm always sitting next to them. Not opposite lehs. Why? Any meaning to it?