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Wednesday, May 19, 2010, 11:06 PM
I am so not myself today.I asked questions at work, that can easily piss anyone off. I asked from the start of my work, 'today what day?' , 'today what date?' till when I finish work, I'm still asking the same question.
Then, after lunch, kelvin gave me several things to do. He told me to peel the asparagus after I'm done with the potatoes. Just minutes away, when I'm finished with the potatoes, I asked, what did you told me to do after the potatoes?
Next incident, I told him that we didn't have enough mushrooms for the mushroom soup for the day after tomorrow's SOD, which means we've got to cook it tomorrow. Then he sliced onions and asked me to wrap and keep it. And I asked so loudly, 'Mushroom soup? When's mushroom soup?' The next moment I saw the way he looked at me, I was like, 'shit, did I just asked when's mushroom soup?'.
I was seriously not myself at work, body was there, but heart and soul was elsewhere.
After dinner with melody, went raffles city and saw rendy and redza there. Then chat abit. Half way through, redza commented pointing to rendy, 'if chef william see you here with pam ah, he'll say again. Rmb what he says in kitchen?' then they 'laugh'.
What exactly happened? I very confused leh, I not downstairs, then suddenly I am being pulled into the picture, yet I know nothing at all.
So what if I have feelings for ernest, I don't deny, but how would they know? Only, sue, melody and peishan knows about it.
I couldn't take it anymore, I sms-ed him. I asked him what's going on at ck, how come suddenly they keep teasing us together. All his replied was was 'don't know'. Easy answer yea? I chose to believe in whatever he said. However, this time wrong, I strongly doubt his words. Maybe yes, it's because the answer he gave wasn't what I was looking for. But if you've all along been downstairs, and they've been teasing so openly about it, why wouldn't you know?
I know they're just teasing. And I'm taking things too tense up and too seriously. I don't know what to do, seriously. Because all I wished, was that whatever they say comes true.
Are you just purely innocent or you just want to keep quiet about it?
I'll wait, till the day you tell me you know something.
I told papa loy that I failed my interview with ritz. Nothing to be ashamed of though. Everyone's telling me the same thing. Asking to write in, and try again. I've got no strength to go on. Because, I know, I have yet to acquire what I have to.
And a cook 1 can cook pasta, and runs it under running water?
And and, seriously, people who smokes, stinks. sorry no offence, but i truely think they stinks right after a puff.