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Friday, March 12, 2010, 11:43 PM
Sigh.Left cold kitchen less than a week. Had been working from morning to night, almost everyday for the past 4 months. think only seen 1 month's sun out of the 4 months. haha. I know I had been working from morning to night. And I always kena from morning 5am or 6am shift then i work till 9+ 10. I know i was tired then, but i just felt restless, I didn't care much about my health, instead i neglected it.
But now, perhaps due to special feelings. He had been working from morning 6am till 10+ just now. Tomorrow again working 6am, sounds familiar. But I felt heartpain though. Like wth, how can someone work so long hours. I didn't I thought of that when I was the victim?
I feel kind of guilty. He offered me to longbang his cab back home. He wanted to send me home. He waited for me at smoking area despite the fact that I already told him I will bus home myself. I told him that expressway can straightaway go woodlands, don't mafan drop me at amk. I know la, quite on the way la, just a short turn about. But I don't want him to send me back, he already so tired, somemore tomorrow work 6am. Somemore he haven't bathe.
Aiyo.
Today buy coffee for him. Because he helped me buy the knife guard, don't want to collect money from me. So bought him coffee. I paiseh to pass him ah, so I asked melody to pass him. I ask her just give him, don't need say anything one, he will know. Then sms him just now, ask him if anyone ask him who buy. Because joshua kpo one. Everytime others got coffee, he don't have. He told me lor, they did ask, but he nv say. haha.
Hmm... I do notice that he blushes as and when. :)
hehe.