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Monday, March 15, 2010, 11:26 AM
I find myself real useless.Not a single time, when I can get hold of myself and be strong.
Everytime I fall for someone, very soon, I'll fall so deeply till it seems obsessive. And make every single effort, trying for hard, to get close to him. Yes, I'm previously hurt. Not now. This time round is kind of a happy one, still in good terms. However, I think I wasn't confident enough, kept asking melody for help. Till he abit didn't quite like it. I realise he doesn't answer my questions whenever I mention about melody. Okay, I won't involve melody in between us anymore. To what I realised through all the thoughts I had these few days, no one is hurting me. Is just that I'm too harsh on myself.
When's the next time we can go out together again? I like to have you around though. The smile that you always put on your face, never fails to chase away my moody feelings. Your blushed face, makes me wanna smile.
It feels like I'm going abit over.
You're the first guy, who offered to send me home, yet I rejected.
I'm glad I rejected, thus you could have more time to rest. I regretted, becasue I don't know when you'll offer again. :(