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Thursday, February 25, 2010, 10:18 PM
Something is going so wrong.
From the point of time, when people jokingly tell me tell he likes me, I just take it for laughters.
But nowadays, I can feel something coming from his side. The way he talks to me online.
And even today when I'm back at work, when he rant to me about work, it all feels different.
He even asked me what time I would leave, then he left first, then when I was having dinner in the canteen, he came to look for me, just to take a sit and talked for awhile. Then he wanted to ask me to walk to mrt together with him. But I take bus one lehs. I also can take train la, just that I'm lazy.
Then came back, I'm all shocked. He took so much notice of my eyes - tired eyes, peeling nose - from the trip i think, and even the pimple next to my nose due to irregular sleeping hours.
Kind of couselling him, because he thinks that he had been put on the spot at work. Unable to figure out how he can improve for the better. Why chef kind of dislike him. I can't possibily tells him everything, he needs to see by himself. It's a case to case basis. Then he tells me like he feels like a child infront of me, although he's older than me. I just told him, because I come from a slightly different childhood.
He started telling me things like he likes to talk to me, he feels very comfortable talking to me.
These words sounds so familar, just like years back, what I've told someone.
If my prediction is real, I'm kind of unable to open up to him. Because, my heart have got no soul now. I've yet to find it back.
Till date, my feelings still there, just ain't that deep anymore. I just don't know how to open up to other guys.