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Friday, December 18, 2009, 5:51 PM
Alot of things happened at home lately.Just because of the other time I went clubbing, back home late, I didn't sleep as I'm working morning shift the next day, mum wasn't happy.
The next time, I was home late, because I worked till 9+, then next morning I had a difficult time waking up. I'm tired.
Yesterday, I called her and said, I won't be home early, got OT to do, after that meet geok leng. She hang my phone call. I got fucked up. I'm angry. I grumbled alot to geok leng.
It's like, on average each day, I work from 7am-6pm, which is total of 11hours, then I spend total of 3 hours in travelling, that makes up 14hours already. Then dinner time, 1 hour, 15 hours. 24 hours, 15 hours gone, left with only 9 hours. If you want me, go work I see same faces everyday, then come home also see same faces everyday, I suppose I can die already. Can't I even use this 9 hours to enjoy myself a little, to go distress? I need a little time to my life too.
Anyway, I still went ahead with my plans. We went to eat steamboat at LaMeiZi. Chit chat alot. Catch up. Then aftermath, I brought her to arab street there. I can't believe I'm the one okay! Anyway, what I'm gonna mention next, no one scolds me for it okay, this is the only place I can mention about it. The two of us went into the shophouse.
She tried shisha, and me asked for a vodka lime. And damn bloody hell, it took them 1/2 hour to process my order. Waste so much time. And I did try shisha. No kick. Nothing one. As if I breathing air only.
Headed home at 2 plus.
Today off. Woke up actually want to go for medical check up one, for my insurance. End up, clinic close. Then mum fetched me to tan boon liat building, razorsharp. There got so many knives! I saw the salmon slicer I want!!! It cost $200++ but now got 50% lehs! Then I wanted to get knive bag, costing $149, got 50% too, so make it $75, I wanted to buy already. But mum said another time.
So end up, I bought my knives guards. 3 @ $29.90. And send my baby in for resharpening. I don't know how come I sharpen until the back of the knife like alll zigzac. And at the front of the blade got 1 hole. Damn angry.
Many times I told YY not to use my knife to cut cling wrap already. I always pass her my small knife. She doesn't listen. If she knows how to care for my knife I don't care. But she doesn't. Yesterday she cut cling wrap, then knock!, onto the insert. The blade perpendicular onto the insert. Fucked up.!#$% my chef they all use ah, although they bang on table, I don't care, because it doesn't hurt the blade, but this one. WHA!!!! I WANT TAKE MY KNIFE KILL HER ALREADY! I use her knife sometimes also to cut cling wrap, but I take care.
The thing is, you want to use people's personal knife, use it with a heart la, nabei. That's for sure 1 reason why I don't want bring my new zwiling to work lehs. I rather make use without my baby. -.-
I'm jealous of YY to be frank. Chef william dotes on her alot alot. But fuck care. There are things she had done and I've not learnt. But take it step by step. I see how they do, I do. Oh, I was so angry about my knife accident, it's just once that she injured my knife, but she use my knife on cling wrap alot alot of times. There isn't a need to use so much strength, cos my knife sharp liao. But there is this time, she tell me, eh, you knife not sharp. -.- her knife then not sharp. Still need people sharpen for her. -.-''' sigh. I nothing to say la.
Not that she's not good. But she no heart to learn lehs. Somethings at work I can share with her one at work, but she like, 'you also trainee' kind of attitude. Whatever lor, everyday come work like restless, come and play with pastry people. Don't know her la. I already warn her about what's happening in the kitchen, what they saying about her, she say she can't be bothered. Haiyo, quit school la. She say after attachment, she may quit this line already. Waste 2 years. I asked her the other time, why take this course. She say because she like lor. I don't see the passion there. Maybe not as much as mine.
Cooking for yourself is the time where you can be the most expressive and experiment. Because only you eat, then you see if you can even pass your own standard not. To her it's not. To her cook for oneself to eat, should be as simple as possible, so don't need headache to think what to cook. See? Like that how to experiment lehs?
I don't know la. All I need is my own heart to learn. And please, STOP USING MY KNIFE ON CLING WRAPS! DON'T BLAME MY BABY FOR BITING YOU ONE DAY!
I wished you are here to lend me you listening ear this few days.