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Monday, October 12, 2009, 11:42 AM
Pain
Can you not, update me with your life with such informations?I hate it. Simply because I can feel the pain from you.
You've been through up and down during this whole period of this girl. I've seen the happiest side of you, being able to truely laugh your heart out, acting as though a child who just ate his first ice-cream. I've seen how hard you smack yourself in your own face, saying how much a bastard you are. I've not seen these visually, but through your words, through your sms.
When you were happy, I were happy for you too. But it hurts so much, when I hear you scolding yourself. Isolating yourself at home to emo. It all started with me, for telling you how much hatred I had for man. And the term 'Man are bastards' came up between us. So common now, that you keep saying you're a bastard.
Why the hell did I came up with those words, that you end up using it on someone I love?
This sucks -seriously.
Pain.