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Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 10:20 PM
Which is worst?
A likes attached people(them). But A gets to see them happy with their significant ones.B likes singles. But the one B likes, likes others but in complicated situation and not happy at all.
Who is more painful?
You all should know who I'm talking about anyway.
10:00 PM
I spent so much today. And I really mean alot. Gosh.Working life's getting boring. Fucking boring lehs. Machiam doing things for the sake of doing. Fuck. I hate to do things not for passion but for the sake of doing. Nabei.
Sometimes, I feel a little empty inside.
Monday, September 28, 2009, 11:23 PM
Made some changes to my blog. I'm only allowing 3 people to read already. HAHA. Although I know no ones reading anyway.Today at work. All the full timer kena scolded lor. Partially because of me. Sian. I feel guilty. But I was told not to be. So tired to repeat the story again. I'm lazy.
Clarence messaged me this morning. It felt kind of weird. Why the sudden sms. Like what Simone said, pherhaps he just needs a friend to talk to. Oh well, I ain't his only friend also what. It's like he have so many other close friends(which I'm not one of them - I just know), why me.
I'm unclear of my feelings now though. I thought I've given up. No longer the special feeling. But yet again and again. I know I am decieving myself again and again.
If you refer to my previous post. I said I know. And I was right. Something happened between him and his aquamarine. He said he was in his own world, decieving himself. I was right. I just know something went wrong. Don't ask me how I know, I can feel.
The exchange of the few sms this morning. Made me wonder, did he sms-ed the wrong person? I've got no idea. In his messages, he said that perhaps all these takes time and fate to meet his mrs right. I've got the urge to blah out everything. But again, it's never the right timing. So stress already, tell him, he can't handle it well anyway.
Sigh.
Sunday, September 27, 2009, 12:57 AM
I know you got hurt.I wished the one who is hurting you is me.
Because, I know, I'll be more painful than you are.
I'm just guessing. I'm not sure if I got it right. But it's a 90% thing.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009, 9:14 PM
Moved to the local side today. So sudden to me. Off for 3 days, come back, I'm at a different place already.At first, morning it didn't feel good. It felt as though like, the other chefs I worked with before, like bo hue me lehs. But things went better after lunch. Chef came to talk to me, blah blah blah.
It's just a sweet beginning.
I'm having sucha weak stomach now.