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Sunday, August 30, 2009, 8:14 PM
Sigh.People who had worked with me, would know how i work.
I don't know why, now, at work. I'm completely a different person. It's seems like as though I'm never confident, I have no self-esteem. I become so blur, so slow, can't think, not observant. Then I kenna diao by people.
How have I became such a person? Just what had happened to me? My confidence level dropped right down. It seems as though I'm not confident in cooking. When I cook last time, I always have this special feeling, cooking something with a taste people can't tell what exactly it is- it's feeling. But why now, it feels as though I'm cooking, just to prove myself.
I don't want cook just to prove myself. I want to cook my feelings for people. Not just for the sake of cooking.
D: I want myself back.