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Thursday, August 20, 2009, 12:59 AM

I'm troubled, I'm in a dilemia.

I know clearly, it's never wrong to ask for a new task when the task on hand had finished. It's never wrong to ask, to double check if things are done up to standard.

However, the cook 1 bombed me with some words today. He told me this:

You've got to be independent. Don't everyday ask me got what need to do. Don't ask me questions over and over again. Someday you need to all this thing by yourself.

It's quite true. I'm not saying that he's wrong. But still... Hais, I don't know what to say lehs.

My mind is filled with alot of things after he said that. He made me think. Seriously.

But if I don't ask, I feels uncomfortable. Besides asking what to do, is this correct is that correct, etc. I often ask him what's this, what's that etc. He dislikes me to ask questions. He can't be bothered to explain so much to me. Often just thrown to things all alone, with no explaination, and to do it to perfection.

He's not at wrong, that I would say. Neither I think Im wrong to ask and ask. Even over and over again, since I'm not sure. I rather ask before I do, rather than I do wrong, later redo, waste food etc etc.

I really don't know. He compared me to other trainees, saying they don't ask that much, they just do.

AHHHHHH!!!

I don't know lah. they say not sure, ask. So I ask, now people tell me don't ask so much. SO HOW?

I'm in a dilemia :(

Though I relay on people rather much at work. But at least the rest are willing to answer my question, willing to explain.

:(