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Friday, May 22, 2009, 9:58 PM
Today just ain't my day.Afternoon, classmate ismail made things difficult for us. It was just a simply task, of getting into group of 6. Since our role doesn't have enough people, we ask kiat and ria to join us. He wasn't happy, saying that we took the best. Then him how, only have bryan and that two (rhica and zhihao, they quarreled so was sitting apart), one sit here then the other sit there.
Fine, we gave in. We told kiat and ria to go join him instead. But he doesn't want them anymore. So what's the big fucking problem by asking kiat and ria if they wanna join us? They have their choice to say no to us. But this fucker was being so ge gao, making a big fuss out of it. Saying that originally kiat and ria was with him. Since when? about this class activity ria and kiat is with him? If they are with him, they would have just told us they got group already.
Then we went out. Wasn't happy. Because he said WE take the best, then never think for him. When we went back with our cup noodles, I sat down, eat one mouth only, he shouted at me. Saying 'because of me and my big mouth, he and rhica quarrel. he talk nicely to rhica, but rhica shouted at him for no reason. i'm another one who doesn't think before I talk. Please think before I talk. He long ago wanted to confront me, but he give nas face so he didn't.' I shouted back at him. I said, 'What has it got to do with me that she shout at you?! Okay fine, I'll think ok, I'll think!'
I was bloody angry, I can't eat. The whole cup noodles, I only ate 2 mouths, I threw them away. No mood to eat already. I came back, Kamz and him was quarrelling. Kamz ask him why do he have to push the blame to me. He should have blamed her instead, because she was the one who asked ria and kiat to join us. Kamz and him were literately shouting at each other. Then nas stood up, shouted, scolded vulgarities. Then went off.
After that was silent. Then he stood up to go out. He shouted and pointed at me again. 'Pamela, think what you do, please think what you said involving my name!' Like that. Even if I did mention his name, was just me talking to my clique, casual asking of question like 'why ismail keep wanting nas to fetch him?' like that only ok?! He can simply just tell me, he have got alot of things to bring, so he need transport. I'll understand. How old alr? Cannot think?
Then after exam, he talked to ria. Saying that if I were to apologise to him, he would be fine, but I'm acting as though I don't care. Please lehs, I apologise for what? I didn't do anything wrong. And is it my problem to care? It's not my problem of cos I don't care lah duh.
So in the first place, there's no issue. He being sensitive, unable to manage stress, he blows off at me. So who should be the one apologising? This fucker here, wants to do such thing to me. Fine, next time if he is to ask any favour from me, I would ignore. I can't think before I talk, so whatever info I giving out of my mind, may be wrong, inaccurate.
I don't need such fuckers in my life.
I blocked and deleted him on my msn list. I don't talk to fuckers.