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Thursday, May 28, 2009, 11:22 PM
I suppose those who are close to me, could really see that I'm seriously stressed up now.One down today, left with exams and internship.
Sometimes, I really don't know what am I stressing over. It's like, I worry about this worry about that. But then those just needs time, and I do know that. So what am I worrying about? I don't know. So it's like, I don't know what's on my mind.
I've been occupied this period, I didn't have time to think. But somehow, by crook or by hook, I'll still think. I've been putting in effort, trying my best. But things doesn't seems to be working out. Sometimes, I just wonder, is this God's arrangement. That things will start off like this. I don't like it. I feel the pain.
Oh, remember that last friday ismail quarrelled with me? Then today he in bloody good mood, talk to me, joke with me, even offer help to put make-up for me. -.- It's seriously fucking weird.
I seriously thinks that if I were to see the doctor tomorrow, I'll confirm get sent to hospital. My flu is seriously not going, now got cough somemore. Bodyache due to lack of sleep. And when I was at work just now, whenever I blink my eyes, it feels as though I faint/blackout. My vision slows down already. I think my nervous system also, I became so slow.
God damn it. I'm really sick. Furthermore, so stress up, I don't mind if I can get swine, then I die. Let me be the first one die in Singapore lah, then at least I became famous before I die.
That's all for today lah.
Goodnights.