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Thursday, May 28, 2009, 12:54 AM
How many of you actually relised that I've been blogging at rather late hours lately?I'd been sleeping at 1am, 1 am plus.
Waking up at 5am plus, 6am plus.
Tell me, how not to tired?
Somemore now stress that I've got project to do. Internship to follow up with. Classes to concentrate. Exams to focus. Work to handle.
I know all this are of typical tertiary school life. But I believe not many poly/JC students are leading this life of mine. I won't say none of them, but seldom. I just don't know why, I work so hard.
And I'm so sick, for the past I think 3 weeks. If I were to go to the doctor now, they would send me to the hospital for a full body check-up. Who knows I end up to be Singapore first domestic influenza A case. Furthermore singapore had it's first case yesterday morning.
I wish I could die of soon. But not that soon. I want to fulfil my dream first.
Those feelings is gone. For sure that I know. I can't be bothered about you anymore. I could resist that temptation of chatting with you when I'm busy. I don't feel like wanting to chat with you and waits for you to be online as before. And what I know for now, I don't need a boyfriend. I don't need a guy in my life. I want to give up this part of life, to exchange a career for myself. Can I?