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Friday, February 20, 2009, 11:42 PM

Say I'm crazy or whatsoever.

It's like suddenly after today's chat.
I don't feel like going out with him anymore.
Since I'm pretty sure, he already have someone in mind.

He seems to be going out with MANY MANY girls though.
he said casually going out with them.
He's attracted to 2 girls.

It makes me feel ....
I don't know how to describe.
The feeling just ain't good.

Really.
And I just feel like:
1. I just go buy the book, no need go see together. I know which is the book you want.
2. Give it to you as birthday present in april.
3. Send you an e-mail. Expressing how I felt. And how I no longer want to be on this emotional roller coaster that you've been giving me.
4. Continue be friends/big brother/cousellor.

I seems to be stuck onto this thinking now.
It really sucks big time to be on the roller coaster ride he gave.
Or maybe it's just me being paranoid.
But I just dunno what to say how i feels towards it.