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Monday, January 12, 2009, 10:48 PM
It's glad to see that she actually heed my advice.She ended everything.
It was the end.
Is this the correct route?
I know, in less than 2 years time, this would be life that I would be leading. I know they're preparing me for it, so that I wouldn't get culture shock. I don't know, if this route I chose is right. I know it's dumb of me to think of this after I came so far. Fear not, I'll carry on.
This path of life, I chose it myself. I've got the responsibility to finish it. It's my interest, it gives me satisfaction when the food is being served out to the customers. I would greatly prefer if I could do my own cooking, invent my own style of cooking, have my own menu planned. I don't like it whereas I've got to follow deadly with things. For instance, Coffee Club. Everything follow SOP.
Maybe Amy's word 6months back hit the jackpot. Saying that I wouldn't be staying in the industry for long. Maybe my Sir's words hit the jackpot too, saying that I couldn't make it too. All this are 'maybe's only. So what if their words really hits the jackpot? At least I know I've tried going through this industry, experiencing this career. I would not regret.
If I didn't even tried this path, and went on to something I dislike, I wouldn't have known about this career I'm seeking now. At least I've tried, and if I really don't suits this career, I'll find something else.
And I really dislike sticking at one thing. I like challenges, I want to experience different things.
What a day.
It sucks today. Went to work in the morning at 9. Reached there early at 8.30, managers were late. Leading cook went on MC, so I ended up working 9am-9pm. I'm so tired. Last night couldn't sleep, I think I fell asleep only around maybe 1(?) and I woke up at 6.30am this morning to get ready to go work. Working today nothing much, kept slacking. But did alot of preparation work. Went over Novena to collect my payslip. Oh man, I only earn $40. :( got $10 voucher. I wanted use my Voucher to get drink, Mas said nevermind((: I miss them lar. I want go back Spinelli. Then went to buy Burger King back, fucking expensive. Thought no extra charges, so went to take cab. End up lehs, na bei, got ERP. Then sms sis, and each time she reply, my phone hang. Fuck. Then ok already, alighted cab. Didn't check the change he gave me. Until lift lobby I see, CB, he gave me the 10cents, is ringgit. WTF. What luck am I into sia.