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Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 10:59 PM
I was so bored, nothing to interest me on the net.So I've decided to read Simone's friend's, Charlene, blog.
From what I understand of her situation.
She's quite 'away' from her family. Not in very good terms with her Mum.
And I think she's from a broken family.
Her posts got me cracking my brain once again.
Though my brain already cracked due to too much of random thoughts.
Although, my family is neither complete.
I think I should be glad that I'm close with Mum and Sis.
And that Mum is open-minded, and sort of 'given up' on me.
She doesn't stop me from doing things, as long as I'm not doing the WRONG thing.
Although she don't like me to stay out late etc, but she wouldn't stop me, and just accept it.
My Sis had been kinda understanding.
Probably because she gone through what I'm going through.
And she knows that my Mum is very protective.
Hence she stands on my side, and fight the battle against mum together.
Manage to got our way through.
Mum can't stand our nonsense anymore.
All she would say is, 'you bear your own responsibility.'
For those who didn't know. Me, Mum and Sis wasn't like this before.
Mum was 'away' from the family for sometime when I was around 14.
Sis was working, and me studying.
So me and sis wasn't very close, was in the state of just-okay.
Hence, anytime the bomb blows off.
So when the both of us quarrel, that's it.
We go on individual ways.
Somehow, Mum knew we dislike what she'd been doing.
Shall not disclose what exactly happened to mum then, it's embarassing.
She decided to change job, till today, bus driver.
After changing job, situation at home slowly turned better.
And slowly, minor bickering improves the family.
Ta Dah, my family now.
I suppose I should be grateful to what I have.
It's a difficult mission - not to bother.
You're not even telling me who the girl is.
Usually you would even tell me the name, this time - nothing.
You're telling me, you ain't sure about it.
Thinking that you're only lonely.
Thanks for giving me this difficult mission.
Thank you very much.