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Friday, January 30, 2009, 8:46 PM
Don't know what has taken me down. Feeling so uneasy, so unhappy now. I don't feel right, since I knock off. Why? what's happening? My mind's in a twirl now. It seems like I've been having such feeling every night after my work. Same goes for last night.Normally I drink, beer or whatever(though I'm just a beginner), I'll feel ok one. But last night when I was feeling so uneasy, I drank a little of my sakae, really little bit, less than half the bottle(the bottle is the small bottle, not those big big one), i feel like blur blur giddy giddy one. Was that drank? But still, I know what I'm talking, I still walk straight. Even I'm not drinking, I'm feeling how i felt last night.
What's happening? I suddenly don't want to go out to eat, rather eat at home. I don't feel like talking to anyone, I don't feel like meeting anyone. Once I start eating, my mouth can't stop 'itching', I'll never feel full. I like staying at home, stare at tv, stare at computer, although it's all by myself. I get annoyed so easily, when people tells me or ask me the same old thing more than once. I know it sounds like pms. But I pms not like that one.
Sigh.
Oh, before I forget, Simone, if you're reading this, I haven't gotten my schedule yet. Damn coffee club. After you read this, You'll understand why my tone last night like very harsh.