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Monday, December 15, 2008, 10:42 PM
My blog seems rather rotten.It's been in my heart of wanting to get into a relationship. So looking forward to one and looking for one. Being curious, wanting to know what is love in a relationship. Trying so hard to win one's heart. But by some means, I failed to win any. Always telling myself that I've yet to met the right man in my life. Sounds abit stupid, but true. Although I know the first boyfriend will not be my husband, but I wish it is the case.
Over the years, while I'm so-called looking for the man. I've heard and seen many stories from the people around me. For instance, quarrelling with their partners, having cold wars. Even worst that I've known through shatec friends, how they end up getting dumped.
I do understand that these things tends to happen in relationship. And it's through such quarrels, fight that couples learn more about each other-that's where love grows. But going to the extend that during the 'fight', one party gets so depressed over it. Friends around feel hurts too.
I've already got horror of marriages, and now hearing more of relationships. It makes me scared. Despite these horrors I'm having, why do I still look forward to one? I don't understand. Simply contradicting my words.
I'm here trying to forget that bastard. Things had been different. He stop initiating chats with me. No longer got a on-going chat. Chats and topics between us turned cold. Feeling's fading. He's no longer the one I can tell my feelings and problems to, because he is simply the problem that I'm facing right now. If lets say, friendship fades just like this, all I can say is, I've got to let it go. And I would.
Short post for today.
I've changed my blogskin to a plain and simple one.
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