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Saturday, November 8, 2008, 11:22 PM
I'm seriously rotting, and rotten.Whole day doing nothing but rot.
Wake up early in the morning, rot.
Then go amk, had suki sushi with mum. Great Saving! only $30+.
Then went to buy ingredients for dinner.
Random thought of doing quiche for mum to try.
Reached home, rot again. Then cook. Eat. Now rotting again.
Tomorrow needa go do project in the evening, which is bloody fucking irritating.
Need to travel all the way to East Coast Park.
And damn, I've got to do it, because it's a group project, I'm left with no choice.
Had a chat with him just now.
The chat just dangles here and there.
As usual, he talked about what he had done for past 2 days.
And asks about me.
ETC, ETC. don't need elaborate lar hor.
During my period of rotting today.
I did blog hopping. And seriously blog hopping.
Unexpectedly, did I expect, found out that there's so many young mummies in singapore.
And these girls can be as young as 15.
It took me awhile to accept the fact though.
And while i saw someone who wrote in their blog, 'being a young mummy isn't a crime.'
I came to realise, they're not at fault.
I rather they be a young mum, or single mum rather than aborting the baby.
Afterall, it's a life growing within the tummy.
They make it sound so wonderful to be in motherhood.
That I wish to enter it too. BUT! I don't want to go into it so early.
I want to enjoy a longer 二人世界.
Aiyo, don't wanna talk about it already lar.
Don't even have a partner, how to 二人世界?!
LOL!
It feels really rather bad:
1. When you wish to care for the person, yet you can't show much.
2. When you wish to tell him how much misses you have for him, you can't say it out loud.
3. Wishes to counsult him of your troubles, yet you can't, because what troubles you is him.
Sigh.
He doesn't seems to know until.
He seems to be blur like shit!
what a boy.