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Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 8:39 PM
Is it because I had never given any attention to guys wearing army uniform or that lately I've just been wanting to bump into a particular person wearing that uniform? I've really been seeing alot, everywhere I go, that uniform catches my attention. And sub-consciously I had been looking around for guys in this uniform. Only lately that I've come to realise about it.Everytime I step out of my house, I'll keep a look out for these people, especially when I'm on the train and at AMKhub. I abit over-sensitive now huh? And I suppose I definately is. Let me just tell you a incident. I had caffeine overdose today. So I can't sleep, no matter how tired I am. So just now when I was in the train, I was sitting at the 2 seater seat. Then at, I think, Admiralty MRT station, there's this guy who came in and sat next to me. OMG, I open my eyes, was looking on the floor, I saw that this guy is wearing that green uniform. I was like 'omfg, it's the 2 seater seat, if only the one in that uniform was him.' I know I think too much, or bullshitting already. But I was really tired, and I just can't sleep.
So now I know, don't drink so much coffee. I will end up hallucinating. (:
Find myself so dumb arh? Wasting time waiting, thinking, spouting nonsense. HAHAS~ But like what Simone loves to say about me. 'Always say 'yar lar yar lar, i know' end up lehs, what I say also don't go into your brain' LOL! But that's me, right right Simone?
"If a couple meant to be together, they'll be together, no matter whichever party waits for how long" - Pek Geok(my sis)
So what's on my mind now is, if he's really that one and only guy I would have in my life, he would be one day. If he's not that one and only, then all I would say is, I never regret having him as one of my Pillars of Life.
There's alot more things for me to care for besides boy/girl relationship. There's others, such as Friendship, Family relationship, Public Relations, Studies, Careers. So what I'm trying to say is, Yes, I may seem like though I've been taking BGR as though it is the only reason I live for. But i know my priority. It's okay that I don't have a partner, but I can't stand, without my Pillars.(: