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Friday, September 5, 2008, 2:55 PM
Alright, back here blogging at my blogger.Can refer to my LJ if u want.
http://justonepamela.livejournal.com/
Anyways, as some of you guys know.
The girls in my class are unhappy with me.
They said i'm childish, & they hate it when i interfere when they are in adult topics.
I know they're experience in sex and etc, but what's there to be proud of?
And i think they should reflect, sex shouldnt't be a topic of classroom.
The part where they think i'm childish, I've got nothing to say about it.
Since they want to judge me this way, let it be then.
And by the way, people who know me, would say otherwise.
I'm now acting such a hypocrite when I'm with them.
Which isn't who i am.
Don't understand why the heck I'm doing all this to make myself suffer.
And this is only 2 months of school.
And these people isn't opening up.
Only 2 months of school, so much of gossip,
so much of disliking this person, that person.
What is earth turning into?!
Sigh.
How much I wished, someone, probably
Saliza, Simone, Wanying.
Tell this people who I am.
Whatever luhs hor, I'll just get done with another 10 months with them.
And people,
Why do i get along better with collegues than classmates?
Clarence is going in army soon.
Another 9 more days=(
There's such a special feeling when i'm chatting with him casually now.
It's a feeling i don't get when i chat with other people.
I know, thou he told me Vanessa's childish & he's giving up.
The fact is, he haven't.
& i know, it takes time.
Lately, i believe, he'll start chatting when he isn't busy.
Happy to know that he had been starting chat.
But now, I sort of play punk.
LOLS!
When I'm unhappy with him about something.
I sort of show attitude thru my words.
Then i won't start chatting with him.
Wait till the day after next, he'll auto chat with me(:
Isn't this nice?
HAHA~
I like it this way though.
Sorry for not updating for so long..