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Wednesday, July 2, 2008, 2:48 PM

Okay.
Warning: Pamela's gonna bring all her emotions in here.

I want BANG BANG BANG my blog now.
Sorry to my readers in advance.

Got to know about the post of juniors.
And the damn damn they, messaged only jiayi.
None of us, knew anything.
DAMN DAMN DAMN
I am not going for the installation, unless im invited.
Though i know deep down in my heart, I'm dying to be invited.
No one told us anything.
Dropped by a blog,tagged.
shall not name names.
She feels as though she's stress up.
Yes this point of time it is. No doubt.
I told her if she needs our help, seniors are always there.
Even asked her is she has our number.
She ok and yes respectively.
Damn it.
Have our numbers, don't even bother to msg us anything.
What the HELL!
Damn it man!
And i heard about all the post from shirley just now.
Thou i always say i don't want care,
but sry, ban bu dao.
AND AGAIN.
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT
Dumb-ess, idiotic, moronic, unrespected(by me) person got that stupid dumbass post.
DUMBASS!

AND YES!
I'm waiting for the invitation to interact installation.
IF they ever invite me,
Tell u, no matter how busy, i would still squeeze time to go down.
Damn HELL!

And there's too much things in my mind.
Till i only see blank.
I really would want to love myself before i can love others.
Seriously.
Besides, i don't think i'll be up to standard if i carries on.
And seriously, I just wanna love myself 1st.
SIGH!

I feels pressurized though.
By sis, by mum, by anyone and everyone out there.
Each and everyone claims that they ain't pushing me.
But don't they know their actions shows anything and everything?!
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!