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Friday, June 20, 2008, 5:05 PM
I'm blogging again...I just watch Hearty Paws for the second time.
And I'm still crying over the show.
It's like in the show, the brother lost his one and only sister in an accident.
Their mother left them when they're very young.
After the girl died, the brother went to look for their mom.
But in the end, the mom thought he looked for her, for debts.
He didn't manage to tell his mom about the death of his sister.
He went through ups & down when he's all alone at the city area.
Hearty (the dog) followed him all the way from village.
Poor Dog.
They were both bullied during this period of time.
Beaten up.
His mom only learn about the sister's death when she was signing the documents of her visa to america.
She apologised to him,
But he doesn't seems to accept,
his sister died, and hearty is dying too.
He went back to home with mom(village).
Hearty died, when they were at the bus stop.
Thinking that younger sis would return.
Hearty died, leaving brother alone with his mom.
Okay, let me tell u why i share with u guys this story.
Despite watching it the second time, i still cried.
It really shows u the kind of care and concern u get, even though it's frm a dog.
And how painful it is, to lose a family member.
I'm very scared that mummy will leave me one day.
Daddy left.
That's wad i always tell mummy, but she'll always say,
'I still have to leave one day.'
I've seen one friend, whom both parents left.
I'm afraid.
I see the pain she suffered,
I'm scared.
When I watch shows regarding death, I'm really afraid of losing my mum.
I've never told her how i feels towards her.
I bicker with her everytime.
I always says that she's naggy.
I...
I've did so much things that a daughter usually doesn't.
I know i should reflect and amend my ways,
but i always say that, I've never change.
i change she'll find me weird.
Mummy, sorry.
I always dream that u leave me, think of it.
I tear everytime. Even in my sleep.
I love my mummy.
And seriously mean it, though i don't say it to her.
Alrights, i think i've typed alot of bullshitting things.
But believe or not up to you lar.
I just blogging my thoughts.
If u think i'm talking crap to attract attention.
Then don't read.
Bye~